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    Sunday, February 15th, 2004
    4:42 pm
    Faggets
    Fuck You All.LiveJournal is GAY and So are YOU!!!
    Wednesday, June 5th, 2002
    2:51 pm
    Hate is A Waste
    When I think of you, I clench my teeth. But make it brief. Dwelling in your life is no way to live. Crying is over rated, Hating is such a waste. Cherish what you had, take what you can, Then step away. I can't justify bitter vocal out bursts. I can say just say don't look back, keep fighting forward. It is better to have a friend you never see. Than an enemy you used to love. Everytime this happens a part of me dies, but everytime that dies another part will grow from inside. I remember life is full of pain and pleasure, but you can't have one without the other. Positivity is not always a strong point for me, but this time I will make it be. I am living on with no reservation. The only time I will look back now will be for my personal inspiration.
    Tuesday, May 28th, 2002
    3:12 pm
    No.
    I Am Now Dead. Sorry.
    Monday, April 15th, 2002
    4:00 pm
    Yup
    I Am Still Alive.
    Thursday, December 20th, 2001
    11:26 pm
    Welp.
    I HAVE A PENIS ! ! !
    Friday, December 14th, 2001
    12:02 pm
    well
    well i am in school right now. it is as boring as shit. there is only 1 block left. it is gym. but i am not changing. i am tired it is friday. i hope i do something cool with edd and phil. i had a boring assed week. shit is kinda fuct up but whatever. nothing ever works that great. but whatever fuck life and everything that goes wrong in it. i don't care anymore. i am better than anything bad taht happens. i can beat it. or anything. but i am gonna go . later matt
    Monday, December 10th, 2001
    3:37 pm
    Well
    man it has been a while since a real update. i don't eally kno what is going on anymore. alot of things in my head i need to fix. i need to do something in my life too. i am a fuckin lazy assed slob. i need to try harder in school and actually acompish someting. i am sick of the feeling of failure and i am sick and tird of letting myself and other people down.but yea i just need to do this. i thik would feel so much better about myself if i could do good in things. i really hope so. it is ust eating away at me from inside i just don't know how to get it out. i can't explain it well enough s that anyone can understand i guess this is as best i can describe it. oh well. i guess i shuld go i just felt i should update since it has been a while. hopefully by next time i updae i will be getting things together.

    Matt

    Current Mood: frustrated
    Current Music: Dry Kill Logic- Good Night
    Monday, December 3rd, 2001
    5:12 pm
    Saturday, December 1st, 2001
    7:15 am
    BROOKE IS GREAT!!
    I LOVE BROOKE GALLIGAN!!!!
    Wednesday, November 28th, 2001
    5:19 pm
    Saturday, November 24th, 2001
    12:10 am
    Wednesday, November 21st, 2001
    2:55 pm
    Bored
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    12:07 am
    I Am Surprised
    wow i am a big brother again. my step mother just had her kid. it was a boy and it has a full head of red har. lol.
    Later, Matt
    Wednesday, November 14th, 2001
    3:45 pm
    "Make You Bleed, Make You Bleed"
    Click here to find out what size you really are


    well i haven't been writing in my journal and i don't know why. i guess i just have been busy. heh yea. well nothing huge has been happening, i don't think. i am feeling kinda weird lately but nothing to extreme. i am doing bad in school but what else is new. i wish i could do better. i don't know why i can't just be a normal student and studya nd do shit. but i don't know i kinda want someone to help me but i don't know who could or how they could. i just wish for the rest of my high school career i would get straight D's. i would be so happy . well not in english i need something better than that to pass it because i failed it this term. oh well. maybe i can find someone to pay to do my work. heh. well I LOVE BROOKE. just thought i would say that. i am feeling weird lately though. and i miss hangin out with ed. i love hangin out with him. i mean we still hang out but i don't know i wish we had more time together. they should make every week and 3 day weekend so that i can sleep over there 2 nights in a row. i will ask the president tommarow. hopefully he is to busy with this war thing to care. heh. man i have been hangin out with phil and ed alot lately too. i am glad i met them. i needed someone to like come visit me and bring me places and shit. i was becoming a hermit. but now i enjoy to go out more. whelp that is about it. final messages.....Ed: i miss you, your the shit. Edd, Phil: thanx alot u guys i have had alot of great fun with u guys. Brooke: I LOVE YOU, You're My FOREVER!!

    Matt

    Current Mood: blank
    Current Music: Velvet Acid Chrit- Fuck You Bitch
    3:38 pm
    Long Live Kurt!

    I am 46% Grunge.



    What's this? The longest I've been without a shower is three days? Not even close, man. I should go sit out in the rain for a week.

    Take the Grunge Test at Fuali.com!


    Thursday, November 8th, 2001
    8:20 pm
    Nice Song
    PRIMER 55- My Girl

    ME? IT'S ALWAYS ME.
    NEVER SEEMS TO GO AWAY
    EVERYTHING I SAY AND DO TO YOU IS WRONG IN EVERY WAY.
    AND I CANNOT BELIEVE ANYTHING YOU SAY IS REAL
    I DO EVERYTHING I CAN TO PROVE TO YOU EXACTLY HOW I FEEL.
    AND THIS HAS GOT TO CHANGE, IT'S GOTTA GO AWAY.
    I'M SO SICK OF SCREAMING, SICK OF FIGHTING WITH YOU EVERYDAY.
    SO DOWN DOWN BABY CALM DOWN, YOU GOTTA TAKE CONTROL NOW
    YOU GOTTA WATCH YOURSELF NOW.

    TIME AND TIME AGAIN, ALWAYS GOTTA FIND A WAY TO
    TO MAKE YOU HAPPY, TRY TO TAKE YOU TO THAT SPECIAL PLACE
    NOW TRY, AND TRY TO SEE, TRY TO BE JUST WHAT YOU NEED
    NEVER FEELING GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU, NEVER SEEING WHAT YOU SEE.
    SO THINK, BEFORE YOU SPEAK DON'T , SAY THINGS THAT YOU'LL REGRET
    YOU'LL CRITISIZE, YOU'LL NEVER REALIZE THAT THINGS DON'T COME TO YOU LIKE THAT
    SO DOWN DOWN BABY, CALM DOWN, YOU GOTTA TAKE CONTROL NOW
    YOU GOTTA WATCH YOURSELF NOW.

    (CHORUS)
    and then i take it away
    YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE, WHO KNOWS ME, AND MAKES ME FEEL THIS WAY.
    NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO TOLD ME THAT I'LL NEVER CHANGE.
    YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO SHOWED ME
    A DARKER SIDE OF YOU.
    NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS ME
    AND FEELS LIKE I DO....


    PLAY ME? DAY BY DAY
    THESE LITTLE GAMES YOU PLAY, IT'S SO HARD TO KEEP MY TEMPER WHEN YOU FUCKING CALL ME NAMES., I CANNOT BELIEVE THE THINGS YOU DO TO ME.
    ALL I TRY TO DO IS RIGHT BY YOU AND STILL GET BLAMED FOR EVERYTHING
    LETS, LETS SPEND THE NIGHT YOU'LL SEE
    YOU'LL REALIZE, YOU'LL NEVER CRITISIZE AND THINGS WILL WORKOUT EASILY
    SO DOWN DOWN BABY, CALM DOWN, YOU GOTTA TAKE CONTROL NOW,YOU GOTTA WATCH YOURSELF NOW.

    (CHORUS)


    This is a real good song. i thought i would share it to u all.
    Matt
    Sunday, November 4th, 2001
    9:21 pm
    Damn Them Ravers!

    I am 26% Raver.



    Well, I have been to a rave. I probably know a bunch of ravers, but they may think of me as an outsider. That's okay, at least I am not a complete freak.

    Take the RAVER Test at Fuali.com!


    Monday, October 29th, 2001
    5:52 pm
    Burp.
    whelp matt has not made a real update in a while. so i am gona write one. today i had to leave school early so that i could go to the doctors. i got put ont some meds for depression. they said that my depression maybe causeing my problems for paying attention ad not being able to read anything without being able to retain te information. so hopefully it will work. i really need it. because inside i have been going farther down with each day. i don't know i am not like gonna hurt myself or anything anymore but still it doesn't feel nice and ia m just sick of it. well this week is looking alright. wensday i am doing somethign with BROOKE i dn't know what but aslong as she is with me i will enjoy myself. i miss her alot. i think it is because latley i just feel i need to be held and told that i am loved because i just really don't feel loved anymore. i don't know why but i know that i need some extra love and maybe alittle extra attention for alittle bit. because i feel so alone and i feel so good when i just lay down and hold her. well i don't know what else to say... all i know is that i love the people that are around me. even though i feel no love towards myself. but i do know i love the 2 people that arealways here for me. which means I Love You Brooke, and I Love You Ed. without u guys i don't know where i would have ended up in my life. u guys have helped me so much. i could never repay either of u for what u have both given me. and the thing that u both have given me is nothng else but Life. and for that i could never stop thanking you guys. well that is it for now.

    MATT

    Current Mood: grateful
    Current Music: The News In BackGround
    Friday, October 26th, 2001
    1:16 pm
    Nerd!!!
    I AM 29% GEEK.



    I probably work in computers, or a history
    deptartment at a college. I never really
    fit in with the "normal" crowd. But I have
    friends, and this is a good thing.


    Take the GEEK Test at Fuali.com!

    Thursday, October 25th, 2001
    7:00 pm
    Hurray For Quizes
    Morty the Death's Head



    boy aren't quizs fun? heh. boy oh boy i am glad i know when am gonna de now heh. i hope this is real wrong. that is way to long. heh peace!!!

    Current Mood: bored
    Current Music: Machine Head- American High
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